Brandy Danielle Nicholson

There was a girl of treasure. Pearls was the name. She was fighting off feelings, That were driving her insane. The boy she loved, Was full of blue. So, she lathered him in hugs, And blew him many kisses too. She tried with fire, She tried with rain. She tried and tried, Without refrain. She gave words so sweet, A genuine cry. And from him she received, But one reply. I don't know. I don't care. No reason to live, The pain's too much to bear. The stars and skies, Would forever collide, Before she gave up, And lost his trust. She tried again, With words of fire. But the smoke engulfed, Rising higher and higher. The blue in him, Now darkened to black. His heart was sinking, In quicksand - too fast. So still...he sat, As a black hole indeed. Sucking in every word, But no warnings he'd heed. Her hope was now, Wearing thin. As a new moon she wished, To begin again. The thought of his madness, The thought of his pain, Clearl...

We're lonely sometimes, Think the friendly trees. Her presence is kind, Grateful of her visiting. But... She's alone in her mind, Where she likes to be. Their presence distorts her time, Fighting her mental enemies. Both are right, Both are wrong. Still, both surrender, To where they belong. And.. Learn more of life, Through another's view. Giving in to grow from, The life they formerly knew.

Take life as it comes. There is no hope for the future. There is only hope for now. Life is an adventure. It is nonsense to explain. It is nonsense to expect. It is nonsense to live in a moment, Aside from death. Roll with the punches. Deal with life as it unfolds. Make decisions in the present, Based on wants you behold. Live life in the moment. Because this moment is all you have. None other is guaranteed. All others drive you mad... This is all you have. Love it. Enjoy it. Embrace it. Own it. Be it. Leave your worries for your past self. Leave your hopes for your future self. Leave your love for now. Leave your faith to yourself. Now. This moment. You. This is all you have. Love everything about yourself, Because who you are, IS Who you have chosen to be. What you do now, Defines your eternity. You will be... You are... The person you want. The life you want. The love you want. The trust, hope, f...

I don't even know what to say. I don't even know what to think. I sit, I stare. I don't even care. I'm not clear of the challenge I face. I'm not clear of anything. My mind has turned it's corrupt back to me. And all I want is clarity. An unpredictable dying star, Has come back to haunt me. It's evolution of death, Has reached a supergiant extremity. Approaching the event horizon of a black hole, With just one look, I remember my soul. I could leave - if escape is a fruitful option. But, this memory must never be forgotten. It burns away with the raspberry kush. Chemical reactions gone; gravitational pull is just. It's just too much. Do I move on? How do I decipher between right and wrong? I could pretend to forget, Or act as if I'm not ready. But, the problems I face, Can never be erased. Endless options from endless decisions, Mark their territory on my mind. I've all but forgotten, The memories you've left ...

...Really Do Come True.

Careless I sit Careless I dream Careless are seas Woe is me Careless in life Careless of strife Careless is me Dead at sea Careless of thoughts Careless of fees Careless are eyes That carelessly peak Careless is you Careless is me Careless of things That are meant to be ------------------------------ Careless I type Careless to know Careless of smoke Have a toke Careless of rhyme Careless of time Careless I grow Regardless of smoke Careless of days Careless of nights Careless of frights That care less of might Careless is you Careless is me Careless of life Throughout eternity ------------------------------ Careless is beauty Careless is love Careless like doves Floating above Careless I am Careless I stand Careless to care of Belligerence of doves Careless intuition Careless redeems Careless in dreams That often seem serene Careless is you Careless is me Careless in bliss Of a careless kiss ----------------------------- Carel...

Thoughts are cold like that of an empty universe; Where dark energy resides, of a nature covert. From what we know, the knowledge in our mind, Has become nothing - wherest dark energy resides. So then shall we resign from the fight, Of finding all knowledge careless of wrong or right? Or shall our minds grow in time, Yearning and learning with all our might? Despite the truth that we will never know, Questions remain unanswered; though our minds continue to grow. Defining the universe to the extent that we can. Seeking truths claimed as answers - by the mind of man. We condense matter into planets stars and black holes. Believing this a truth for the betterment of our souls. Truth for now is not truth of future, Truth only evolves truer and truer. An enlightened truth of now is but a lie of the past, Representing growth - is the learning of a fact. Fact for what we know or at least that we can tell, Facts fade to lies once we've seen our minds have fa...

Not sure of how it's happened But forever grateful that it has My persistent weary mind in dreams Yet still I sit and sulk in sad Daily life of this and that Daily life the good and bad My mindset now as it is Soon will only haunt my past Dreary days comfort my soul Being alone is part of the whole Debating choices of now and ahead Pursuing the truth until I'm dead Living out loud and knowing the pain Through these experiences I've so much to gain   For knowing the pain Will guide my future In times of good I'll remember times of truth Pain is a curious thing Is it real? the har sh and faint. I feel that if I remember this pain of the world, Then I will be able to harness it in the future and live a humble life because I know how pain feels. I know how pain truly feels. How it feels to to have everybody in the world willing to help you but you can't even help yourself. How if feels to have nobody in the world when you're on top of the world...

What is even more disturbing than being in a room with blank walls. A light emanating from an unknown source. Staring in the corner of the room you see a fire detector plastered to the ceiling. It's shaded in whites. The trim is the brightest, the most absorbent of all colors, Roman style. Or, at least it seemed to have a Roman aura to it. Alone. What's worse than this? It's having somebody else there with you, telling you how bad it is. I'm not well acquainted with surface meanings. Putting together a story for what it is. I never fail to get lost in deeper meanings. This must be why everything means something more. Every little, seemingly insignificant detail, most people are too consumed to notice, I notice. I understand it for myself. I relate it to my life so that it has deeper and greater of a meaning. This is why everything means something. Santa should be out tonight. He's got quite the job in these days, what with our population exponentially growing. T...

If I hold back, I'm no good. I'm no good. I'd rather be good sometimes, than holding back all the time. - Janis Joplin I get it, holding back. I live held back.    And for what?      Why? More questions... When I hold back I know I'm doing it    Sometimes I don't want to be      Other times I really don't care Usually because of an altered state. It feels better to not think so much. I think so much.  Analyze   Deconstruct    Daydream My mind knows a constant state. But When it's freed...  When I'm able to just do... Those times are stellar. I want to make a conscious decision to bring more of those times into my life.

My voice - In progress My style - Dreamy My views - Debatable My life - A work of art My thoughts - A beautiful paradox My space - Stellar My trust - Pending My love - Everlasting My time - An enigma My family - Precious My paradise - Life My body - Matter My mind - A tool My knowledge - Growing My habits - Forming My subconscious - My friend My friends - My connection to the world My world - Is your world My word - Trustworthy My soul - Antique My speech - Dreams of eloquency My dreams - Speak truth My future - Impacts all of you My present - A gift My past - Valuable My expectation - Faith in good My moment - Life My good - People My bad - People All of me that my mind can see is mine. It's my gift to you.

Oh, this feeling. It never seems to go away. The tingling sensation that consumes every nerve in my body. The ease of uneasiness deep in my gut. The tingles flow like a chilly wave over my body. My mind fluttered searching for the right words to say. My brain is racking my own brain. The thoughts are silly, happy, crazy...everywhere. Trouble is...it goes away...most of the time. Something inside tells me this time is different. I've said that before, I know. Thing is, I've never felt it this intense. I've never felt a connection this strong. I've never been so sure that the feeling is mutual. That the connection is mutual. That the intensity is mutual. Tasting the rainbow simultaneously. The effect of affection is almost breathtaking. He has affected my soul. I have done the same with his. Marks are being made. Then Lucas haunts me...What is he? What are we? Why does he do this to me? Why am I so attracted to him? Am I willing to entertain the thought that this is...

People amaze me Every day In the utmost Extraordinary ways A world I once Thought was lost Now brightens my day And livens my thoughts I truly do Have faith that you Posess the courage And gratitude To change the world Be someone you want With benevolent intentions Contained in your thought Now let it out You're free to roam As you spread good Seeds are being sewn A seed so small Is all it takes To change the world Into a better place Can you see If I believe A world so true From the good in you?

I will not allow you to get to me. I'm stronger than that. You want a rise, but you won't get what you want. You don't deserve it. What you do deserve is whatever you deserve. It's not for me to determine. That's for you to decide. But, don't be mad at me, When I can't or won't give it to you. It's not my place. I had a place in your life that meant much more than the place I currently reside. You destroyed that place. You think you know everything. You think you know how I think. Jack shit. You don't know shit. I don't know shit. The things I've hidden. The simple details that could completely alter your perspective. They're mine. You'll never find them. They aren't written down. They aren't written in code. They are no where, but in my mind. And you don't have access. I'm sorry you feel hurt, or mad, or sad... Or whatever the hell you feel. But you must realize that your feelings are your o...

I now have 6 poems published ! Click here to view my Yahoo contributor page which has all 6 of them located together. So far, they have accepted every poem I have submitted. I'm not sure what that says, either way, it excites my pants off :) I'm taking a break sending them in. I'd like to continue marketing, and reaching out. I want to get a grasp on the best ways to go about this, so that in the future, I will be able to better promote them one at a time. I very much enjoy feedback, of any sort. With that said, please please please comment and share your thoughts. It means the world to me....Shit, it means the world to me simply by you reading this or anything I write. Sharing my thoughts through my writing has been a crucial development tool for me to grow as a person. Whether you read or not, I will continue to write, and follow my dream. I want to write I need to write The words are in my soul. I live to write I breathe to write It's what can make me whole. T...

Stream of consciousness is all I know. Perpetual growth, perpetual growth. An overflow, above my soul, is what I know, what I know. Okay, I'm here, Okay I'm here. Repeating every line, every time. What do I know? Nothing! Okay? Nothing! I say. Keep away. Okay kay kay? My mind is going, it's always flowing. I can't control the things I know...But, wait I think I can. It's not safe, not safe to make a plan. It's not safe, like the Happening. To go outside and greet the trees. But, I love them so, I hope you know. Right now is all I know. Right now, all I am is growth, growth, growth. Hear me when I say, hear me every day. Hear my fucking brain. Here we are to stay. Learn Learn Learn! Know Know Know! Do it, Do it now, and Do it, Do it slow. I have given out my thoughts. In thoughts of unrequited love. But, love myself  more, for that than any other bug I love. I'm keeping to write and I'm keeping it tight. Flowing words outside of my brain, ...