A Lament Of Knowledge
I just want to remember
Not to forget
I just want to tick
Just like a fucking bomb
Just Just Just
Tick all the dicks!
I'm cut out
I'm not cut out
I'm cut up
It's a cut up
This is a cut up of mind time
I want to cut my mind...
Open
And dump
Shake up all knowledge
Fumble through
Pull out repressed memories
Remember them again
So I can pull away from this treacherous spiral of thoughts I've trapped myself in
But like Catholics pull out their dicks
It never works
Maybe if I could shake my brain
I might have something more to say
Maybe if I could remember
More than I've forgotten
Maybe I might feel free
Free to be the forgotten me
It's hard to be the person you forget about
It's hard to remember
I'm an oppressor of my emotions
Because of the secret
Try to think only good
But nobody can relate with that
If they could
The world would be a better place
So maybe I'll just begin to speak of
The things I hate
Speak of the reasons I'm insane
Speak of filth
Turmoil
Tumultuous putrid thoughts of pain
You'd like that wouldn't you?
Yeah you would...
Speak of my sadness
Speak of the madness
Speak of all the things I try to forget
Speak of my diminishing IQ
Speak of the knowledge
Melting away from my brain
Like a never ending acid trip
All of the things I've learned
That I can't remember
Where did they go?
Why aren't they here?
Why have I forgotten...
If you don't use it you lose it...huh?
Well, I think that's fucking bullshit
I want to remember everything
I want to remember how to learn
How to free my mind of time
All of the satellites [moons] in the universe
Contain my forgotten memories
Contain with refrain
Because they know
I'll never be able to go
But it's all a hologram
But it's all real
But it's all not
What will happen to me when I rot?
Will I cease to exist?
Completely?
Even my mentality?
Where was I before I was born?
Where were you?
Before the world began
Before the universe
BANG!
What is bigger than us?
Something so much bigger that it's
Without comprehension?
Now I'm speechless
Now I'm limitless
Now I'm circumcised
I'm cut up
Cut off from all that exists
Whatever it is that does exist.
Shit.
I exit with this...
What does exist?
Not to forget
I just want to tick
Just like a fucking bomb
Just Just Just
Tick all the dicks!
I'm cut out
I'm not cut out
I'm cut up
It's a cut up
This is a cut up of mind time
I want to cut my mind...
Open
And dump
Shake up all knowledge
Fumble through
Pull out repressed memories
Remember them again
So I can pull away from this treacherous spiral of thoughts I've trapped myself in
But like Catholics pull out their dicks
It never works
Maybe if I could shake my brain
I might have something more to say
Maybe if I could remember
More than I've forgotten
Maybe I might feel free
Free to be the forgotten me
It's hard to be the person you forget about
It's hard to remember
I'm an oppressor of my emotions
Because of the secret
Try to think only good
But nobody can relate with that
If they could
The world would be a better place
So maybe I'll just begin to speak of
The things I hate
Speak of the reasons I'm insane
Speak of filth
Turmoil
Tumultuous putrid thoughts of pain
You'd like that wouldn't you?
Yeah you would...
Speak of my sadness
Speak of the madness
Speak of all the things I try to forget
Speak of my diminishing IQ
Speak of the knowledge
Melting away from my brain
Like a never ending acid trip
All of the things I've learned
That I can't remember
Where did they go?
Why aren't they here?
Why have I forgotten...
If you don't use it you lose it...huh?
Well, I think that's fucking bullshit
I want to remember everything
I want to remember how to learn
How to free my mind of time
All of the satellites [moons] in the universe
Contain my forgotten memories
Contain with refrain
Because they know
I'll never be able to go
But it's all a hologram
But it's all real
But it's all not
What will happen to me when I rot?
Will I cease to exist?
Completely?
Even my mentality?
Where was I before I was born?
Where were you?
Before the world began
Before the universe
BANG!
What is bigger than us?
Something so much bigger that it's
Without comprehension?
Now I'm speechless
Now I'm limitless
Now I'm circumcised
I'm cut up
Cut off from all that exists
Whatever it is that does exist.
Shit.
I exit with this...
What does exist?
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