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I'm afraid of intimacy. I'm afraid to be vulnerable. I'm afraid you could be the one for me. And I'm afraid I may never know.
I'm afraid of friends and foes alike. I'm afraid of talking. I'm afraid to go anywhere, because they will ask of you.
I'm afraid I've said too much. I'm afraid I've said too little.
I'm afraid to be afraid.
I'm afraid to love again. I'm afraid to never love again. I'm afraid of who I am. Who would want me? Who wouldn't want me?
I'm afraid I may be found. I'm afraid I may be saved. I'm afraid of every night. I'm afraid of every day.
I'm afraid to be lost forever. I'm afraid to lose myself again. I'm afraid I may never return to this solemn satirical atmosphere.
I'm afraid I'm not wanted. I'm afraid to be wanted. I'm afraid of the weakness. I'm afraid of the strength.
I'm afraid I'm not what you think. I'm afraid I'm not what I thought. I'm afraid you are less than I need. I'm afraid you're more than I could dream.
I'm afraid of balance. I'm afraid of each extreme. I'm afraid of where I'm going. I'm afraid to simply be.
I'm afraid of all the rhymes. I'm afraid of emotions conveyed. I'm afraid you may not care. I'm afraid I may drive you insane.
I'm afraid you can never understand. I'm afraid you know all too well. I'm afraid of pain and happiness. I'm afraid of what you think.
I'm afraid of your interpretation. I'm afraid to hear you speak. I'm afraid I've done it in.
I'm too afraid to be afraid.
I'm afraid of what I want, because I'm afraid it doesn't exist.

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